If I have done..., if I do..., if I can do..., there're so many "if"es in front of us. However they do me no favour, and I don't want to be fooled anymore. From now on, I won't believe in those "if"es, and I will pin my faith on the reality. Only the fact brings me home. If I have done it better? oh,no, those gone will never come back to me. I can do it? oh, no, promise doesn't come easy. Future is never in my hand.  Many dreams came to my mind, but no one comes true yet. Lack of persistence? hoho, who cares? Keep at those under control while longing for those not, to be earnest, and never let myself just be a dreamer, in my way, on my way, come on and win it!