When you have lived or been in love with a person for quite a while, you never know how to let go when the time of departure comes. All your habits, hobbies and favors are familiar merely to her. You might never find a partner knowing that much about you...

However, we lead a tough life together. We are dissatisfaction in each other’s eyes. She hates my absent mind about love; I dislike her growing indifference. We have been through a lot in these 4 years. How possibly letting go that easy? But, what we know for sure is, once we continue, we are going to hurt each other deeper. All the sweet memories were just detailed moments while reality is concrete. I love her, she loves me, but we are defeated by fate.

I just haven’t figured out how to let go, though I clearly understand the essence of letting go. It is like you never want to part things that ever belonged to you; you hope those things are doing good, doing really great. Yet they are becoming out of your reach. This is the reason for sadness.